Wednesday, November 30, 2011

battered

Today I have a tender point on my upper lip, a puffiness barely visible in the mirror but exaggerated by the sensitivity of my mouth to feel distorted and decadent. Last night I lay on my belly and found twin circles of heat as I flattened my breasts against the mattress. They are an echo of his teeth and cock, a sensory moment to enjoy in the quiet of departure.


My hot chocolate cake, sugar beaten into butter until the cream is silky smooth. The trick, it appears, is to bake twin loaf cakes so the batter doesn't spill during cooking. I took 5 minutes off the cooking time towards the end; perfection in a chocolate cake.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

revelations 1.1

Walking down Marlow highstreet on a crisp cold saturday afternoon, window shopping lingerie together. He turned to me with a small smile.

"You're my posh girl who's just a little filthy underneath"

Possibly the sweetest thing he's ever said to me.

Monday, November 21, 2011

walls have eyes

It was a small gesture, but I think significant.

I deliberately left him alone in my bedroom to strip the wallpaper.

Which meant he moved the bed .. and found my literature. All of it. The swinging manuals, the girl on girl romance, the stud stuff, the BDSM, the kinky, the arty and the explicit. And laughably, my copy of Wonder of The Universe with the slightly bedraggled pages of the beautiful Brian Cox (which he carefully put under my pillow, for later reference).

"I wouldn't have you any other way" he says.

I have my period," I said "but we could work around it."

Thank you for all your comments on the last post. I'm anxious about hurting his feelings, I hope that taking it slowly will avoid any discomfort (in every sense of the word).





Oh yes .. and i got smooooth walls, too.


You want some savoury?

Try this:

  • A 5lb pork shoulder, with generously scored skin. 
  • Place in a colander over the sink, douse the fatty side with a kettleful of boiling water, allow to dry for 15 minutes or so. 
  • A big pinch of dried oregano, and tablespoon of flaky salt, rubbed into the open creases in the fat.
  • 20 minutes in a hot, hot oven. 
  • 5 hours in a low oven, about 150ÂșC 
  • Very happy boys at my table ... 

Sunday, November 13, 2011

rhetorical

How would you feel if your girlfriend kept lube and a couple (at least) of vibes in her cosmetic bag? For some reason I have become self conscious of my sexuality, or perhaps I am worried that he imagines I am insatiable. I should ask him whether it bothers him, shouldn't I.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

it is not always sweaty

Lying side by side naked in my bed, watching his fingers grip mine as we contemplate the sky.