Monday, October 11, 2010

my trepidation

He calls me 'silly girl' and i lose every shred of sorely-won feminism and squirm in his lap with corruptible delight.

His hands are wide and powerful but they have only ever been tenderly cautious with my body. The first time he made me orgasm with his moving fingers he held me tight afterwards and wondered aloud as to whether he had broken me. He is now getting used to my sounds but he is still worried about hurting me.

I want to ask him to. I want to ask him to raise his hand to me so very much.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

A firm loving hand, I assume.

Happy said...

Softly does it hun x
If the latent desire to spank is in him (and I believe it to be in most of us) then softly does it will elicit the response you're looking for.
Maybe leave a nice flat backed hairbrush on the bedside table and wait for the moment to discuss the idea ...

Carnalis said...

anon - that is always my presumption, yes.

Happy - you are wise, and that is an excellent suggestion. I am being very cautious but so far my toys and dressing-up have been received with much appreciation.

Jo said...

Ah, I so hope you do. I hope it comes together for you.

Spiky Zora Jones said...

a good spanking...never hurts. Um...hehehe, you know what I mean. *wink* :)